Coming back to an old work place can be startling, especially if it's been abandoned.
Abandoned not just by you, but by those who might have followed. Forsaken for good, even if circumstances had made it impossible to continue.
It might not help much to remind oneself that part of the reason for all this was that the work was inefficient, clumsy and had become outmoded.
Maybe worst of all would be to find amongst the ruins and abandonment an entirely inappropriate new clueless set of incumbents who could never have understood how hard we'd tried?
But perhaps after all, that might be consoling.
A comforting realisation that all has not been wasted, that new uses have been found for what we've left behind – in short, that life goes on.
We hope.
The Forecaster
This was where we lived and worked –
a weather station way up north –
Wrangel Island, to be precise
Kolyuchin – north of Chukotka.
We made observations, carefully measured
the various meteorological changes
all of which would help us to know
just what the future held.
With melting ice, and better ways
to do all this, we found ourselves
out of a job. And so we left.
The village stayed behind
and has remained, with swinging doors
and all our old detritus –
here's a pile of rotten pallets,
rusty oil drums roll around.
I have returned. It’s thirty years
that once were future, since we last
recorded numbers which helped to make
the forecast, all that time ago
and here it is – our abandoned home
visited by my present being.
No human life. It has become
a house of beasts. A heavy paw
lies draped across the window-sill.
Neatly framed a gentle head
leans and peers through broken glass.
On the path that used to be
there rests another, shifting her weight
then settles down once more.
These new arrivals seem at home
since we left. So I leave them
unconcerned about the future.
They are content. I go to leave
this place to those who now live here
where once we worked on forecasts.
Past experience, present discovery... and an unknown, though essentially foreseeable future.
My speaker's task of living and working in a hostile environment to take measurements in order to forecast the weather was in the past. The very climate change that his work helped predict finished it off.
For now, he observes.
After all those observations, past and present, he leaves once again to face what lies ahead, for himself.
And for all of us.
Thankyou I feel somehow soothed by this one, Luna
ReplyDeleteI so enjoyed this one. Observation at its best.
ReplyDeleteI like the this picture, wandering into their future selves universe that their old selves science predicted. Their future uncertain universe ahead but as much certain, that they will be standing one day looking on whilst also looking back.
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